Yesterday, I didn’t know what today would bring. I spent most of it working on my website alone. Then I asked God, “What should I post today?” I heard the whisper: Compare those who are enjoying the day with those who carry grief. While many are celebrating this weekend with family and fun, nearly as […]
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👉 This past week, I felt utterly drained from writing — like my soul had nothing left to give. All I wanted was sleep… not to rest, but to disappear. 📌 Yesterday, a numbness settled in. With my birthday approaching and my husband gone, I just wanted to hide — to pretend the day didn’t
One Ring at a Time —- A special day I didn’t expect to survive Read More »
My old church used to sing “Holy Forever.” Since my husband’s passing over a year ago, I haven’t heard it again. I have a list of favorite worship songs on my phone’s YouTube, which I listen to during my daily walks—yet, Holy Forever wasn’t on that list. Two days ago, out of nowhere, Holy Forever
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🥲 My most cherished husband passed away over a year ago. Since then, the unbearable grief has transformed into a purpose that has led me to write and share my story, in hopes of bringing comfort to others who are suffering. 📌 I recently finished my first nonfiction novel, Beneath the Eastern Star, and submitted
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I shared a note titled “An Unexpected Call from Heaven”— it received over 1,000 likes in just three days. It felt like the gates of heaven opened, flooding in 1000 angels, each carrying a heart of comfort. However, there’s something else I’d like to share again. In Scripture, numbers often carry symbolic meaning: Now look
No One Can Make This Up: Heaven’s Perfect Response in Numbers Read More »
🥲 Over a year ago, when I was utterly shattered, crushed by the weight of losing my husband, not a single elder or church leader from my church visited me. Not one. Yet, a couple—Don and Pat, who had no fancy titles or church positions—came to my home twice, to pray for me. Pat, herself
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A month ago, I wrote about grief. At that time, I felt I had said all there was to say. I hoped I wouldn’t have to talk about grief again and could focus on hope. Yet, here I am, unable to stop writing about grief once more. My husband has been gone for over nine
Shattered and Silent — But Does God Still Hear Me? Read More »
Everyone inevitably confronts the same profound question, whether you think about it or not. Last week, we delved into the origin of life from a scientific perspective and explored why, as a Biomedical Scientist, I believe in Intelligent Design. Today, we shift focus to examining life through the biblical perspective. I believe that life is
What Is Life? – A Timeless Question That Endures Through the Ages (Part 2) Read More »
Everyone confronts the same question, whether you ponder it or not. I wasn’t sure what to write for the next topic of my newsletter, so I prayed, “Lord, my pen is Your pen. I write for Your glory. Please show me what to write next.” I didn’t receive an immediate answer initially. Instead, God guided
What Is Life? – An Age-Old Mystery Still Debated (Part 1) Read More »
👉 Everyone copes with losing a loved one differently, especially when tragedy strikes hard. I can’t speak for others, but here’s my secret. 🥲 After losing my husband so suddenly, with no chance to say goodbye, nothing—no preaching, sermon, prayer, or scripture—seemed to help. Everything that once held meaning lost its power to offer comfort
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